i look taller cos of heels:)

today is a happpyyy day:D
had half day, and managed to catch some teachers in punggol park
homed and slack a bit.then moo came
studied chem and math
they're getting more alien :(
i need to chiong, like seriousy chiong!
okok.the went for western dinner
got lost a bit.i seriously have no sense of direction
camwhored like no one's business, they cant se us anyway
food was great
woohoo.cant show the pic cos the lighting was really bad there
calamari rings,ribs,and fried mushroom
omg.the mushroom was like the bestest cos its os nice:)
crispy and juicy.muahaha
idc if its fattening.
had a really fun time.haha.chatted a lot!
laughed even more.
yeah.leonie has entertainment value!
back to compass at like 8.library-ied and blah.homed
moo.
enjoyed the outing a lot
we will go eat somemore after promos ok
there's still so many!!
get your pics when you online

talked to dou at night
eh.chill ok.
call me anytime.anyw, its fun to rant about musicboy to you
haha.moo refuse to bother me whenever i talk about him
she'll just ignore me!!

pw interview tml
dee is coming tml :D
more study tim for me!

our tie-s!!:)
oh.just realised tad our fringe is all the same side.lol
tml will be study-plus-catchup-plus-i-love-moo day
chiong math time now

i really dont know wad the 3guys are doing at the back
but this pic is really really pretty!
i really really love christine's hp.
the camera is so clearrrrr!
okok.did service learning today
i totally love 08s08! hehe,my class rocks :D
really meanignful as compared to boring lessons
but that also means that sch tml will be torturous cos that's when my composing is due.
4more weeks to promos.
please let me not screw this cos it will means __.

been listening to this like 50times or more yst.
方文山's a genius.cos now i totally understand everything
like this song is really for you me him.
is this really wad you think?
i forgot, ok strike tad
maybe i never asked you.
but whn you say back to the past
does it mean back to friends, or back to strangers?

泪妆-南拳妈妈(张杰）

看着你一整个晚上
为了他细心的打扮
还残忍问我
穿那件衣服
可以比较讨他的喜欢

我只是你诉苦的对象
哭累以后休息的地方
我在你心里
到底是有没有
一滴重量

*泪溶化了妆
是他给得伤
我却只能在一旁
很无助的看
好朋友模样
用来隐藏
对你的情感
连大声爱我都不敢想
泪溶化了妆
是他给得伤
也曾想放手不管
谁叫我爱上
只是回头望
你那一张
连一丝笑容
也不属于我的脸庞
真的很伤

他一句抱歉你就原谅
在电话里笑得很灿烂
你连声谢谢
也没有对我讲
转身就忘
*

dee came over yst :)
haha.managed a few hours of productive studying i keep getting distracted by the food in my house
yupps.dee and the doll with bangs! lol
and my dad keep saying bahasa so she goes all blur
and i keep listening to 下雨天 cos its nice and its raining
anyw, next week again ok!!
:D

my dad still holds my mum's hand when they are watching tv
omg.its so sweet
at least they show me that true love does exist
i totally love the warm and fuzzy feeling everytime during family dinner :D

chiong chem.eeeew.

just suddenly and randomly thought of that time when you asked me whose the us i wrote.
and yes.its you

i'm a confused girl now.
i really really really want someone to enlighten me or something
how come i dunno wads going on?!?!?!
i feel like just overworking myself and idc anymore :(

read.replied.
sadly i still didnt get any enlightenment

meetup with dee tml.bet we will just talk and not studY:D
dinner with moo on sun:)

p.s. its interesting to know a guy's point of view hurh!

下雨天了怎麼辦 我好想你
不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
沈默的場景 做你的代替 陪我聽雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你 我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚 一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能夠有你的體貼
其實 沒有我你分不清那些差別
結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉
南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

i'm glad i got my class, moo, dee they all and school to keep me all sane

tml M is going to have el oral
tml B is going to have psych exam
tml I am going to have music exam and chem spa
tml is going to be loooooong day :(
this post is seriously gibberish

最熟悉的关系
变成比路人还要陌生
我害怕这样的残忍

周杰伦-白色风车
词曲：周杰伦
编曲：蔡科俊

安静的转着
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手
梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快
走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭

我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧的抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人
会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点才到尽头
你说不该再相见
只为了伤悲
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远

was listening to this the whole day
i feel so cold-blooded.

done with ten pages of cheena overdued work.finally
tonight is going to be productive one.so mugging till like 12plus i think
haiss.my eyebagggggs. its like so bad already!! :(
meeting dee in the morning tml :)
hehe.she'll have a ton of cool stuff to read!
okok.back to mugging.
will be uber busy these few days cos i still haven do anything for composing
rahhs.chionging during break time i think
arrrghh.i need to find more time to prac piano!!
but time is not enough :(
byeeee world.
it feels weird to be 17.
neither here nor there.

just got those 不安kind of feeling
like sonething bad will happen.
omg.tell me i'm 胡思乱想-ing.
trying to survive w/o you is a torture

p.s. berlioz symphonie fantastique is very very very nice :D

i like this pic a lot :))))))

with moo before tuition.

guess who? its not me ok!!

this is prolly the weirdest bday
din feel any high-ness todayy
then yada-yada something happened
like i got so many diff emotions all lumped tgt worried, dissapointed, happy, relief, i-dunno-whats-going-on X1000
met up with dee.was suppossd to do some work but ended up chatting
lol.for like 2hours
talked bout zheng, olympics, courting/dating, my class, and many random stuffs
yupps.really laughed like mad most of the time. many thanks ok.and i'm still waiting for my love letter!
then went kovan for dinner
yada-yda.more things happened
pool-ed after tad.lol
i know how to poke the thingy in ok.hehe
how come so many peo is emo-ing?!?! :(
many thanks for the present and the crap?
haha.yeah.miss that a lotanyw.reached home at like 8plus.
and yada-yada even more stuff is happening
i'm super duper confused now.

lost count on whose turn is it to apologise
i'm not unreasonable.you know it.
and i dunno if i want to know the truth.everything of it.
its like i know something's really wrong
yet i can figure out wads wrong

bday cake thanks to my mum:) its mickey!!!! was bored so i did this.hehe.see how much i heart the sunflower :D after pool-ing with xyz and dou! <3

hello world :)

okok.firstly.
many thanks to weiwen and alwin :D

yupps.i know you all will prolly get to read this so..

many thanks for the sunflower.woohoo

its really niceeeeee!

though a lot ask if its real or not -.-

and weiwen.

for the mickey mouse top and lovely letter

i love the pressies ok.many thanks :)

i dunno why am i even feeling this way

did loads of thinking but they dont help

i follow my heart, not brain

我要抱紧你

cos i know he wont go all the way to save me

but you will.

sunflower<3

just got this pic.with chamber after performance :)

i look tall! finally

p.s.rmb the time we stayed up late just so i can be the first one to wish you happybday? be the first one this year again?

am watching olympics opening ceremony
i know its a but late luh.
but its damn awesome.
every performance was magic
yesyes.i know i blow my mugging night again
but its worth it hurh :)

3 more days
another set of composing.
many upcoming tests.
piles of undone hmwks and revisions
i'm seriously running out of energy
meetups veryvery soon.i think tads what keeps me going.

done with composing ex1
omg!!like finally.i spent hours working on 12bars -.-
sometimes i wonder why i even take composing major
its seriously draining!
sorry dou for the gibberish when you're here
you know i mumble to myself a lot
esp when am doing composing.lol

feeling kinda high now.idk why ok
off to memorise diffn rules and g.t. rules
prolly do a few bars of music then sleep
tml is not a short day
oh.many thanks for the manuscript moo!
and yes i'm running out of manuscript!!!

i know its kind airritating to countdown for every post
but its my motivation ok.blah.
anyw
5more days to my bday :DDDDDDD

another slacking day:((((
i better hurry start mugging before sleeping
andandand.
composing for string quartet is a chore
i've got no inspiration.
sad face.
and how come finale strings sounds so weird??
now my head is full of 那首歌cos of dee!


meetups with geo and moo on fri
was lets-bully-moo-day, so yeah.
one word: fun :D


jacksony.i shall be nice and not put your face here
oh.shall also reveal to you the secret.
ahem.
but we covered up the 'miss' in the end
so it reads like singapore or i love singapore
cant rmb.but yeah.
irritate me another time and i shall post your pic
haha.i sound evil!
but i'm not :)


dawn!
tuition today was funny cos everyone was high
laughlaugh.randomradom.gossipgossip
hehe.and we keep not doing our work and chat
oopsie.
me and shan2 got the same heels.lol


bestest is so going to kill me for posting this retarded pic here
but hahahaahaha.omg
i cant stop laughing :))))))

6more days!!!!
i hope i can have a homework-less birthday!

how come you can make me smile so easily?

didnt meetup with bestest so ended up with geor and moo
not that i;m complaining :)
ended up lunching and watching this:

its a comedy i tell you.
esp when its the claypeople killing skeletons
lol.how come only me and moo laughed thru the whole show? -.-
anyw.national day celebration in sch was kinda fun
like not the usual boring sec sch kind of stuff
more interesting.fashion parade and stuff
and my class went too high during the singing part
cam-whored with the class.
yeah.my class peo sure love cam-whoring
okok.i got the pictures of jacksony with the i-dunno-wad costume
but am too lazy to post it up now.
oh.and moo.your pics will be up soon.prolly tml
p.s. esprit tops and sunglasses is sure nice :)

i really dunno wad to say to you
yeah.kinda pissed off.wadever
shall not talk to you unless you start talking to me first.
i'm really abcdefg with you and i;m starting to think that maybe moo they all is right.

not so sure about this any more hurh.
listening to jaychou songs makes me feel nostalgic cos i'll keep thinking of __ and __. :(
我要的只是你在我身边

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY WEIWEN :) hope you like the pressie plus card!

long day.tiring day
slept in math lecture and cheena class.oopsie
i'm seriously getting some sleep.
tml's half day :)
and bestest is not replying my sms!

good night peo!
oh. 9more days to my birthday!!!!

12more days to my birthday :D p.s. sunflowers please :))))))) dinner dates on sat and sun.yes.looking forward!

i dont get it.wad now????
really bad night
din manage to catch a wink.
):
either something is really wrong
or things have changed
or i'm thinking too much

i'll be the birthday girl inexactly 2weeks time.woohooo :)
i want like one million things in the world!!
but for now.wad i really want is long love letters,handmade cards and sunflowers!!
yay.sunflower is love :)

econs driving me mad.
i think musicboy is a luxury good.
something i cant well survive without.
am feeling so 幸福these days because of __
nope.its not musicboy.but still..

:D
moo came over just now to study functions
yesyes.laughed too much.
bout the goldfish.her class.my class.and stuffs
tads what i love most i guess
when i can be blur/irritatin/retarded/unglam
we'll laugh and tease each other,
and deep down, knows its the best feeling after a boring schoolday
we must seriously make plans for our bday celebrations
or else we'll be too busy when promos come!!
maybe this sun.or next next sun?

got this from someone's blog
"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over."
oh how true.
the obsession must stop.as promised.